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| User: | isedied (11932679)
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| Name: | isedied |
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| isedied | @ | livejournal.com (Jabber) |
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| Bio: | I am critically depressed. 32yrs old. Single. No kids. A failure. Kind, but too sensitive. Don't have the balls to off myself, but wish I could disappear.
I really wish I was dead. I know that's terrible -- I am grateful for what I do have. However, I feel powerless in my own life, and suspect that I'm a terrible person. I'm not a sadist; if anything, I'm too empathic & caring. But the luck I have and the neurochemistry I'm cursed with really makes me think I'm being punished for something. Hopefully, I'll figure it out and redeem myself before I'm older and STILL a big loser (not that I'm any spring chicken now). |
| Interests: | 18: add, adhd, adult student, contamination, date rape, depression, dysthymia, dystopia, mood swings, obsessive compulsive disorder, ocd, poverty, prescriptions, sensitivity, spinsterhood, suicide, undersexed, weight |
| Schools: | None listed |
| Friends: |  | 1: | get_therapy |  | 106: | advice_chic, advice_source, afriend4u, allergyfaery, artificialjoy, baneofexistence, bitchingnmoanin, bloodandtears, boohiss, broken_girl, brokenboards, brokendolls, callinginsanity, cerebralmusings, chaotic_wind, charentonasylum, christian_edge, club_meds, comediewithme, cry_out_loud, damagedfuckers, dark_depression, darkpoets, darkramblings, dearly_departed, deathful, decimation, departists, depression, depressionloves, depressionsucks, depressionsux, deuce_low, drug_addiction, dysthymics, echos_lost, erase_stigma, fallen_souls, fiar, fightdepression, grief, hall_of_shame, have_your_say, healing_hearts, help_n_support, helpingfriends, helpmesaveme, here_to_help, hindered, i_hate_my_life, imstillhere, in_silent_decay, iwannadie, just_scream, killmedarling, learningtosmile, lj_maintenance, lj_spotlight, lovecraft78, lyricollective, mens_studies, mind_cancer, my_imperfection, myfellowcrazies, namethem, news, obituary, or_not_to_be, perfecthell, prozac_nation, ripplebacktome, sadintellectual, sadwords, sanitaria, seek_happiness, shout_out, silent__screams, smokinglikeice, societysucks, someonehelpme, spiralpauper, spiralpoets, ssdi, ssri_seroxat, suicide_freaks, suicidesupport, table9, talk_therapy, the_advicebitch, the_institution, thebroken, touchedwithfire, unhealingwounds, unquiet, unusual_people, vaginapagina, vent, venters, verysadgirl, violentintrigue, vital_survival, what_i_think, whatwemiss, whitechapelclub, worry, writers_in_dark |
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| Friend of: | 2: fred_girl, get_therapy |
| Member of: | 107: abusesurvivor, advice_chic, advice_source, afriend4u, allergyfaery, artificialjoy, baneofexistence, bitchingnmoanin, bleed_me_dry, bloodandtears, boohiss, broken_girl, brokenboards, brokendolls, callinginsanity, cerebralmusings, chaotic_wind, charentonasylum, christian_edge, club_meds, comediewithme, cry_out_loud, damagedfuckers, dark_depression, darkpoets, darkramblings, dearly_departed, deathful, decimation, departists, depression, depressionloves, depressionsucks, depressionsux, deuce_low, drug_addiction, dysthymics, echos_lost, erase_stigma, fallen_souls, fiar, fightdepression, grief, hall_of_shame, have_your_say, healing_hearts, help_n_support, helpingfriends, helpmesaveme, here_to_help, hindered, i_hate_my_life, imstillhere, in_silent_decay, iwannadie, just_scream, killmedarling, learningtosmile, lovecraft78, lyricollective, mens_studies, mind_cancer, my_imperfection, myfellowcrazies, namethem, obituary, or_not_to_be, perfecthell, prozac_nation, ripplebacktome, sadintellectual, sadwords, sanitaria, seek_happiness, shout_out, silent__screams, smokinglikeice, societysucks, someonehelpme, spiralpauper, spiralpoets, ssdi, ssri_seroxat, suicide_freaks, suicidesupport, table9, talk_therapy, the_advicebitch, the_institution, thebroken, thesmilingmasks, touchedwithfire, unhealingwounds, unquiet, unusual_people, vaginapagina, vent, venters, verysadgirl, violentintrigue, vital_survival, what_i_think, whattools, whatwemiss, whitechapelclub, worry, writers_in_dark |
| Account type: | Plus Account |
